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// I love you. And email from Shou to Chara.

I wanted to tell you this in the way that would make you understand me. I know what it means and I am not prepared for it. But if I keep it to myself I'm never going to move forward, and I need to know how you feel about me.
You know how I feel about you, I love you.
If you asked me why, these are the reasons.
I just do. I want to. I don't want to. I have to . it makes me feel like I'm walking on air, it makes me feel like I'm walking through fire. I burn in there, that love, it makes me question  if I'm awake, alive, sane, sentient...my heartbeat races when I know you're thinking about me too.  fight how I feel, I've been trying, I've been trying to kill my emotions, but it's impossible. It would be easier if I didn't feel like this, but the more time passes by and the more you ignore me the more I realize my feelings grow stronger.
I tried to find reasons to forget you, to tell you I hate you, but I love you, to the point where I will find a way to get back to you. I don't care about anything else, which is stupid, this has turned me stupid. So I need to know, what you feel for me.
Its so painful for me to love someone and then realize that those feelings were never going to be returned to me. I am willing to compromise if you are, because  I want you, I just need to know if you're in this with me. What do you think about me? What do you feel when you think about me? Does your heart race when you see I'm texting you? Mine does. Do you love me?
I need to know. Don't lie to me, please.

I want you to feel it.
I feel it, I am not ashamed of it, I love how you make me feel.
I just, need to know where I stand for you.  

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