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I'll Keep them still.

He was drinking again, the bruises on my face clearing up, he caresses my face and cries. "I didn't wanna do any of that," I nod and cry still, We're a mess here, I thought Paris would be different, that ring flashed before my eyes and I thought that I could be something better than I currently am, I thought I would have the happy ending I so envied every girl that ever crossed my path as a teenager. I don't see it though a silver lining, I only wished that those things they told me were realities, that I truly in my heart knew that I was worth more than this. I don't. I remain here, in the sadness of my broken uterus and my broken nose, I only want him to kiss me, and tell me to forgive him, but he just keeps drinking and snorting that junk and caressing my face and putting his seed inside me, sometimes I'm not awake. I am broken in ways that I never knew possible. I'm sterile. I'm loved by a madman. I felt like happiness was close to me, I ...