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// a Lit.

Cold. Venue. Cheers.Guitar.Echo.Encore."Good Work!". Car. Bed. Sleep. And it repeats. It's like this on tour, but colder than I can ever recall my life being. I try to think about that time my paycheck didnt come in , Chara made some kind of cabbage soup and fed it to me  by the heater.She kissed my cheek, wasnt angry or upset about the lack of food,she stroked my hair and sang to me with that smile I could barely see from the flickering of the heaters light since she suggested we conserve the power. That version of Chara was rare, but beautiful, 'my Chara', and she had such a sunny desposition the last few months before..."Haruka...."  That sweet and serene voice is a whisper in the wind, inside my mind, constantly around me, chasing me. I hear her everywhere. In the crowd, in the cold rush of my morning shower, when I walk across the platform to my tour bus, in the very wind blowing through my hair as I play on the stage of the Oricon Balle Arena, wi...

// In between the closed doors.

"I wonder what starlight looks like in this world, not the dots in the sky but the actual glitter of the nebula's, who and what decided what shapes they should have, eagle, crab,horsehead, who's the architecht?" I was warm and clean on Haruka's chest, his rhythmic breathing my hand in his over it, up and down, so slightly, and the warmth from him, under his worn sleeping shirt, I wondered as he pondered his questioning of the universe's mysteries thesis, it's due friday, and I think it will be the best in his class. My GED paper on the