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//Little too late.

"That man, what's his name...the photographer!" "Yeah...it's him." "I thought I told you to take him far away, what's happened?" "Well... life is curious, he became a very famous photographer, he goes in for his usual check up...his memory is never coming back, they say...that's what the test results say everytime he goes to get looked at but...He's been listening to Loversoul a lot recently, we checked his expenses. They are similar to his expenses when he lived with her. He buys melon bread, and ends up having one bite and tossing it away. He buys wine and ends up pouring it down the drain. He doesn't understand why he keeps doing it...I think he realizes that he loves someone, he just doesn't know it's her." Micho  remained silent, gripping his rosary in a hand like he's used to when it slips past his wrist. He leers at the windows the restless Tokyo outside. Passing the T building is Yokohama, where she...

//Haruka is not Haruka.

Haruka is witty and clever when he wants to be, though most of the time he's silent and reserved; as if a stoem is brewing behind those marbled eyes. When he's with me...I dont even see him as the same guy as he appears in interviews and onstage. That's his persona i guess, when he's with me. I see everything. The roundness of his face, the anxiety when i hold his hand, and when he embraces me at night, I definitely see him as no one else does. So, has be asked me out, no, not really. He's in the process of divorcing Nana, and i know that his mother is upset with him, and so is the whole world, but, when I'm with him, he's happy, and I'm happy. So then...why are we having to sneak about, and no tell anyone who we are to eachother? I have a weekly webcast with my fans, in collaboration iwtht eh Amebafriends site, they pay me a lot to do it and I enjoy it. I share my day to day, reply to fan mail, and sometimes has contests, but when I got a fanmail abo...