A Billion Starry Nights

There she was again, a tabloid strewn with water from last night's rain  lay in the lobby, "Chara, Fiance No More, Moving on Too Soon?" a Picture of me and her boarding the flight to Hokodate on the cover. Ever since the media started following our relationship she's been sadder and less eager to see me, but sometimes, I do feel her come into bed with me, she seldom cries these days and it's not caused by any other man but myself. I hesitate before holding her closer, and she holds me closer, "I'm sorry," I can only apologize, if anything, I caused all of this, she made a sound, sounded like a whine, "would you stop saying that? Nothing is your fault Saturn," like a cue I kissed her hair, "yes it is," sadly my words came out before I could stop them, I've never been in control of them... she pulled away and leaned against the window closed her eyes and tried to sleep. We were heading back to Tokyo, the sea of misquittos waiti...

The pictures were clear before her eyes,  and mine, as of tomorrow, everyone will think of us as the traitors of Soundbell Entertainment. unfortunately, we will have no favors from the media because of Nana, and because Chara was photographed during her fight with Sayu. She held the paper tightly i thought it might dissolve in her hands under the pressure of her perfectly manicured grey and yellow nails, but she began to shake. "Chara, don't look at that." I threw the paper down, but she was still in a bit of shock, a lost expression on her face ,shaking her head she looked up at me a lost soul, "What does this mean, Haru,what's gonna happen to all of us?" her fear was breaking my heart, I took her in my arms then before she had a panic attack. First, I need to calm her down, "We're going to be alright, just wait, they can't throw us in jail or anything," her head jerked up, "Can't they? Isn't it like, illegal what we did?...