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In one thise days in which i tend to think "just another ordinary day" We've crossed paths you de ided tomliok upon thise blue eyes that now walk besudd you Dver dincvthe moment incwhich i met you Pressuming time has come to a stop I seear ive becer told anyone ekse that we have the worls revord in loving eachother Thats why i wad waiting with tears rilling down my cheeks waiting for you to show up with a thousand roses fir me Brcause tou know that i live things like that diesnt matter if its silly im like that And i still think its a lie that my life will pass me by imagining that you will come by here again where wvery friday every afternoon hope tells me "be patient, maybe..." Escaping a night from an array of sun you asked me to give you a kiss Kno wing how cheap those are my love what does it cost you to shut me with one of those? Six months passed by and you bid good bye its been a grwat pleasure in life I was left there in one hand my heart in the ither e...

//Looking for you, here, in the sand.

It was nearing the summer, at te end of august would be the anniversary of when I first met Chara...well, unofficially, I wonder if she knows that, I'm right here on the sand again, Venice, the utter beating of my pulse can be resonated in the distant drumming further down the sandbar, and I had a decision to make. I got the letter from LCU, I'm one of the 40 students chosen to continue my studies under a special teaching program, I'd be learning directly while applying myself to the field of quantum mechanics, developing, the thesis on developing a thin film from cabornated strip mixed with various chemicals, it is a start to using dark matter, to swallow the light matter. This thesis was too good, even my mother praised me for it, but this oportunity is....a bit a curse rather than a blessing. For the first time in my short life I know what it's like to really be in love with someone, the rushing of my heart beat when she's near me, when she's benathe me, a...

//Traveling

It thought the moment was right Finally, it would be coming true I've heard so much about your silence they say that it drags on like the sea I filled with books all of my suitcase also pictures of yours from the old days I scribbled your smile next to my own I slept with your coat on the sofa I wanna be by your side I wanna look at you and feel I wanna lose myself waiting I wanna love you or die and in that moment I saw your gaze searching for my face that january 20th morning getting off from the train I asked myself what would the rest my life be like without you and since then I love you , i adore you and love you all over again I took a sleepless train and saw your face within a crystal it was a reflection of the midday's sunlight it was a poem of love to travel with I wanna be by your side I wanna look at you and feel I wanna lose myself waiting I wanna love your or die and in that moment I saw your gaze searching for my face that january 20...

//When time comes you'll understand.

These days things happen naturally. With Haruka beside me every morning, and this immense love I feel, of those secrets I quietly cling to, of the distance between me and everyone else except for him. I want to kiss him, and when I do, he lights up, the light of my life, I wonder sometimes how I could have survived without him all this time. My only soul...."My only soul." I want to care more for him, but I haven't had much knowledge about it, in the practice room I watch Saga doting on Seiko, getting her something to drink, I do the same. Asking about her day, I do the same, sometimes he randomly kisses her, I do the same. There isn't a reason for my wanting to become closer to him is there? Everytime I do these things he looks happier and happier, but when Saga does these things Seiko gets so annoyed she bites and pushes him away, we laugh sometimes, but always Seiko brings him closer to her. I wonder how they fell in love, because if I had to define two people ...

// The Beach

I'll write you the most beautiful song this world's ever known. Capture ur long story within jusgt a second and someday youll see that this crazy can't be forgotten as long as, as long as the years may pass in your life. Come, get closer, come and embrace me smile once again, and remember Paris become my sorrow Let me pass, another afternoon tell me where ahve you gone to, where do you wait in silence friend I wanna be with you give you my affection, give you a kiss see your eyes basking in mine forever, good by my heart Come, I want to talk to you Come take a stroll again Let us play a game in which I was your princess Come, do it for me Return always to me. Tell me where have you gone to, where do you wait in silence friend I wanna be with you give you affection give you a kiss,  see your eyes basking in mine, forever, good bye my heart thee is noplace that can make me forget the time I spent walking on those alleys beside to you come I wanna se...

//Whisper in my ear...

"Just let me go through," Masake ignored me though and kept blocking my path, I was too tired to argue, I walked around him but he blocked my path again. This was too stupid, why is he... "Why are you so mean?" The tears followed and I couldn't stop, this man.....is very cruel, and now...when I need you.... "Where the hell are you?" My heart couldnt take this pain, why is it still there? Why does it have to hurt so much, why , why until when? How much more of this will I have to endure, how much? "Chara!!, Chara!!" The voice around me belonged to my tormentor, but I didn't care, I wasnt on this planet anymore, I was back in that world of dakrness, and I was searching for you. "Where are you?" My Saturn! Where have you gone?!" The heaviness of that atmosphere would always make me find the darkness inside my heart, and I knew that, that mural of darkness I can't overcome, and here in the studio, Masake is embracing me...

// Amany Broken Hearts.

I didn't have the sense to realize it back then, when I met that girl, how cool and funny she was and wiz when it came to lyrics, but I didn't see her a woman, just a girl, might as well have been another one of the boys. That night of Saga's Party, she was going to get refreshments and I was heading out to meet my date that night, when she turned to me and confessed her heart to me, but what was it to me? Nothing special. "I'm ....seeing someone, I'm sorry but, even if it happened, you just aren't my type." That's the first time I heard it, someone's heart break. She immidiately looked away from me and remained silent until the elevator door opened. "You have a good night, Shou." was all she said, she got off the elevator and out the back of the lobby. I didn't think a second time of that incident that night, I brushed it off and met my date that night, as I slept with her however, that broken hearted face came into my mind...