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// Back from the Valley of the Shadows of Death.

It was unreal, still, it is real. Soft skin, a little chaffed from the winter air, but its real, not an illusion or dellusion caused by too many lithium pills or anti-histamines, this was real, I can feel it ; skin on my skin, real. I want to wake him, and ask so many things, these past 22 years...."where have you been?" I whisper to him, "Where did time take you from me to?" I snuggled against him, but no matter how I didnt want to fight the tears, another battle I know I will lose, and in Haruka I buried all my sentiments for the world that broke from greys and loneliness, because my sun is here... my only sun, my Saturn....come back from the valley of the shadows of death, and here now beside me, wrapped up in sheets of some typical fiber I care not to name, only that everything has his name written on it. I know that this must be some kind of dream a lucid dream, yes! I don’t care if it’s all in my head, my heart can begin to repair itself. I don’t want to pr...