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//"Just give me something to get rid of him"

Love is always beautiful. Isn't that what I once believed in? I don't understand, the kicking inside of me is different now, maybe my crying earlier upset my princess, but I don't believe how I've been thrown away. That night i didn't go back to the apartment, but I went to the apartment in yokohama, I called Michio, but he didn't answer, these days its very typical. Haruka kept calling me, but I didn't want to answer, I knew if I did I'd explode on him at the slightest provocation, because unfortunately that's just how fragile I've learned I am. I held up the paper that confirmed I was pregnant on the kitchen island, the house smelled like rice flowers, just like he did. Remembering to eat I ordered food from a local ramen shop I knew delivered and gave them the address with a large order, I figured two bowls and side dishes would be enough, I remember when I was with the twins, I didn't eat enough and Seiko threw a bitch fit, when she wa...