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// "Not a Rose, she was a thorn"

It's been two weeks. I don't know who brought me to the hospital, but when I woke up Jaques was there, a friend of my sister, Akane, another nurse,she happened to be woring ER when someone brought me, she said it was a young man, very tall, medium length hair he wrapped me in his jacket, but the jacket was gone now, he took it with him. I will never full understand how someone could be so kind, but then again, the old man on the bus was also kind, or is this my payment after suffering a scrapped and cut up jaw, internal bleeding, four broken ribs and a gash on my leg from the shards of glass? I had cuts on my hands too, Jaques said that when they brought me in, I was a bloody mess, I was unconsiuess and would have died because of the trauma to my head, a concussion she called it. I remember getting off the bus, and being really hungry, I knwo now that it was my adrenaline and my broken body fighting eachother and i layed down to sleep, it was the blood I was loosing, I laid in...

// The girl in the silver dress.

"I left the party early, I didn't see him." Seiko must have known I was lying, but in the morning car I hid inside my parka's hoodie still crying about it. My shoes were pinching at my ankles, must be the new pair I got at that store Seiko shops at, I prefer loose fiting clothes and tights, she prefers ruffle halters and frilly dresses. Tomo was sleeping beside me, I supposed like me he's a bit heart broken about Chelsea, I feel for him, but my heart is too full of my own suffering that I can't even tell him it will be okay, I hardly believe such a ridiculous thing to be true.  I had come to believe that I would never have this weight on my chest again, that that familiar pricking wouldn't find me, that I would be safe from the chills at night, with a warmth inside me, because I would be loved and have someone to love me. What do I have now, my heart is so fragile, that I'm sure I can never put it back together now. I sit in the car as we head towards...