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In one thise days in which i tend to think "just another ordinary day"
We've crossed paths you de ided tomliok upon thise blue eyes that now walk besudd you

Dver dincvthe moment incwhich i met you
Pressuming time has come to a stop
I seear ive becer told anyone ekse that we have the worls revord in loving eachother

Thats why i wad waiting with tears rilling down my cheeks waiting for you to show up with a thousand roses fir me

Brcause tou know that i live things like that diesnt matter if its silly im like that

And i still think its a lie that my life will pass me by imagining that you will come by here again where wvery friday every afternoon hope tells me "be patient, maybe..."

Escaping a night from an array of sun you asked me to give you a kiss
Knowing how cheap those are my love what does it cost you to shut me with one of those?
Six months passed by and you bid good bye its been a grwat pleasure in life
I was left there in one hand my heart in the ither excuses that even confused you

Its just the im starting to think true love is the first.
 its just im starting to suspect that all the rest are just to forget.

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