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// The sound of longing// the Voice is calling.

Come away with me, where nothing can touch us
Wandering through the universe's secrets
Runaway with me, where no one can find us
Through the unknown waters of this world

Could I keep running, knowing you're still looking back?
Would you ever look my way, my darling?
Closing together, our hearts entwining, winding up
eternally, can I call you mine?

That certain way you laughed, I remember it clearly
I never saw anything more beautiful, in this world
That certain way you would not call me back
used to break me, and changed the world to black

In that walkway I lived my life waiting
for your familiar light to shine through
Closing my hands, I prayed for ever,
maybe some day, I would never forget you

Because these dreams can only come true for the purest
In that room with the soaked walls, they're soaked in blood
that was payed for miracles
Another illusion of that peace in my mind.

Was it really running through the deepest ocean
feeling the pull and gravity, of my mistakes

closing our hearts, entwining our lives
could you really call yourself mine?
my sweet heart.

Be as you want, live as you want, love as you want
run away from me, be as you want, live as you want, hate as you want
run away, from all of this...



///

"Marsfall"

Thia crescendo is deep, flowing
passing through currents inside and outside the gap

Another flickering, pulsating
through my veins its inside me, the radiant glow and I'm in love

I'm falling towards you, but I can't see you anymore
Searching for the pieces of our broken world

When i crossed your path, you r orbit
the gravity pulled me deeper towards you
colliding instantly, I felt it the universe changed forever
and this flickering became radiantly bright

I'm falling more towards you
but I can't change it anymore
searching for pieces of your heart

Let this flowing come towards me and envelop me
inside you, I want to drown there, because if it is you
I can withstand even the crushing gravity around us
This pressure is consuming us in radiant flames
and I'll be with you, I'll burn with you, hold me closer darling
In your memorizing pull.

If I could live again, I wouldn't change a thing
but maybe Mars you could be a girl, and that way I'll never let you go.

Let this flowing come towards us envelope me
inside you I feel as if I could drown inside your kissing
if it's only you because of your eyes I can live this way
coming within and even the crushing of this gravity
consuming me and you in that radiant corona
because if it's you I would happily withstand it
and I'll be with you, I'll drown with you, hold me tighter lovely
in your memorizing embrace.

if this dream is only a comet passing by
let me wake up next to those burning brown eyes
and I'll burn inside of them, I'll live inside of you
if these flowers are going to spill your name
then I'd rather be next to you, be with you
I'll fall with you, hold me closer darling
I'll be with you, I'll drown with you, hold me tighter lovely
in your memorizing embrace

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