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Deliver me.

I did it.
For the first time in a long time. I did it.
Billy was already up when i rose , but somehow it didnt alarm ne. There was a trust i had in him, unlike anyone else i trusted. A stranger, zetsubou called him , he was angry, but i am certain of something, i love Billy, his scent is familiar. I love billy, his touch is familiar. Just what is it... I wonder, why is it all so familiar?
That's right...Billy...is what they used to call him.
  We grew up on the streets of Los Agenles, without a mother or a father watching over us, the scars we neared on account of our parents fragile lives. Your fathers suicide, my fathers abuse, your mothers coldness, my mothers indifference.
We gazed out to the city as we walked back to our place across the bridge, I heard they destroyed it about 13 years ago, its been such a long time, I wish I could go back and tell you everything I was feeling at the time.
How I never felt like I found a more perfect friend or lover, over all, you were my soul, I fully believe that now that I look back. I see now how rare and volatile our connection was when we were children, we were both scared of being abandoned hurt or lied to. You were gentle with me, I was gentle with you, we nurtured those traumatic events that shaped us, and for once we both felt like someone met the real us.

The way life turned out for us is an anomaly, still, we persisted.

Where you’d been all this time, I have no idea. I ask you tell me.
you  said you were unsure who you were, Shouo was the one who found you. I learned th truth of his trips to Australia, he found you when we were searchingg the water, and he made you disaaappear. 
But, having you near me incapacitated was something he didnt want, becaus then I wouldv’e quit everything to stay by you and he was right.


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