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//Traveling

It thought the moment was right
Finally, it would be coming true
I've heard so much about your silence
they say that it drags on like the sea

I filled with books all of my suitcase
also pictures of yours from the old days
I scribbled your smile next to my own
I slept with your coat on the sofa

I wanna be by your side
I wanna look at you and feel
I wanna lose myself waiting
I wanna love you or die

and in that moment I saw your gaze searching for my face
that january 20th morning getting off from the train
I asked myself what would the rest my life be like without you
and since then I love you , i adore you and love you all over again

I took a sleepless train
and saw your face within a crystal
it was a reflection of the midday's sunlight
it was a poem of love to travel with

I wanna be by your side
I wanna look at you and feel
I wanna lose myself waiting
I wanna love your or die

and in that moment I saw your gaze searching for my face
that january 20th morning getting off from the train
I asked myself what would the rest of my life be like without you
and since then I love you , i adore you and love you all over again

I lost you, and i wont lose you again
never again will I leave you behind
I searched for you very far away from here
I found you thinking of me

and in that moment I saw your gaze searching for my face
that january 20th morning getting off from the train
I asked myself what would the rest of my life be like without you
and since then I love you, I adore you, and I love you all over again

//


I want to build a country with you
so that words like patriotism or what tomorrow will bring
banners, nation, borderline, race or destiny
had some sort of meaning to me

and limiting the rate with a million friends
to the south with all your passions, to the east with the sea
to the north with the secrets ill never tell you
to guard them closely if you want to take them over

if you want to do it too, if you really crave it
then  dont think on it, come with me, that makes two of us
why dont you take my hand, and we'll take this ship
celebrating with a kiss, tha today is today

that our patriotism exits whever we may be
that everything will be closely if we are close
that our patriotism exists whever we may be
that everything will be closely, if we are close
come lets go

I'd love for our country to have
an immese armada of caresses beneath the sea
so that wne nighttime comes I'll light two candles
to invade you by surprise intimately

and our inhabitansts will be the smallest in the world
however, also the largest of all that I have seen
honestly I tel you, the anthem I write is sincere
I talks of many countries, like people living in those countries

if you want to do it too, if you really crave it
then  dont think on it, come with me, that makes two of us
why dont you take my hand, and we'll take this ship
celebrating with a kiss, that today is today

that our patriotism exits wherever we may be
that everything will be closely if we are close
that our patriotism exists wherever we may be
that everything will be closely, if we are close
come lets go

That everything will be closely, come lets go, you and I
 //
Just like the stupidest of the heard of mosquittos
I follow your light even though it might kill me
I follow you like those dots follow the ends
of suicidal sentences that search for an end.

just like the poet that decides to works as a teller
it would be worst case scenerio, that I
would like put an iron lock on my  poor heart
and tearfully signing this confession

Im quiet because its easier to ignore it
Im quiet because my heart mind has won over my own
but whatever happens ,happens, that someone else is with me
quietly I'll love only you

just like a loud person think movies are to escape in
just like a solitary flower decors an elegant study
I promise to call 'my love', the first one that doesnt hurt me
and laugh cynically to think that I've forgotten that I haven't forgotten you

but, just like a wait, like they waitn in the palazzo of May
I swear to hide this secret, if perhaps and or maybe
by a stroke of luck I might see you again
reducing these words to just a scrap of paper


Im quiet because its easier to ignore it
Im quiet because my hearts mind has won over my own
but whatever happens happens, that someone else is with me
quietly I'll love only..
Im quiet because its easier to ignore it
im quiet because my hearts mind has won over my own
 but whatever happens, happens, that someone else is with me
quietly I'll love, quietly, I'll adore, quietly I'll be thinking only of you

///

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