There she was again, a tabloid strewn with water from last night's rain lay in the lobby, "Chara, Fiance No More, Moving on Too Soon?" a Picture of me and her boarding the flight to Hokodate on the cover.
Ever since the media started following our relationship she's been sadder and less eager to see me, but sometimes, I do feel her come into bed with me, she seldom cries these days and it's not caused by any other man but myself. I hesitate before holding her closer, and she holds me closer, "I'm sorry," I can only apologize, if anything, I caused all of this, she made a sound, sounded like a whine, "would you stop saying that? Nothing is your fault Saturn," like a cue I kissed her hair, "yes it is," sadly my words came out before I could stop them, I've never been in control of them... she pulled away and leaned against the window closed her eyes and tried to sleep. We were heading back to Tokyo, the sea of misquittos waiting, and something else I couldnt shake off since we met with Rikye to review our contracts with soundbell that phrase he said, "oh, we will make a profit" what was that? and after Nana's blog entry they've been merciless. I starred at Chara, who must've sensed me because her hand searched for mine until she found it and entwined her finger with mine, those soft and delicate things that would always find my rough cold hands, her warmth calmed me, I felt her shake from the cold and took my jacket from y seat and placed it over her and my hand, " I'll find a way to protect you, just wait."
The guys wanted to meet up at the dorms where Shou resides, you'd think he would have his own house by now, but he's always liked apartments better, and Mika lives right above him. I tease him about it as I set the beer on the table, "shouldn't you be searching for a house to live happily ever after in?" He laughed mockingly and laid back down on his bed, "If I wanted to live happily ever after why would I leave Tofu like the rest of you?" I opened a bottle and got to drinking, after a while it's not shocking to find yourself having a beer at 10 am in the morning, "you want one?" I offered he reached out his hand and motioned "yeah, give it here." I gave him mine and opened another "where's Saga?" he came down and sat next to me leaning against the bed, "I'm not sure, he's probably doing it with Seiko, we'll see him with some new scars garunteed," we laughed and then he looked over at me, "Wait a minute, why are you here so early?" He stared at me almost in wonder and I knew what he was thinking, "It's not because of that, believe me I was up until an hour ago, but I don't get tired so easily, I'll probably take a nap at the studio." he grinned and took another drink, "Are you happy now Haru? It's been about a year since you told me you wanted to get her back, and now you have her," I thought about it and I couldn't stop my smile, "Yeah, if there's a thing called happiness I'd call it this." but I thought then about her, "she's not doing so well though," that smiled fadded before I took my drink and finished it in a gulp. "I saw ," he said, somberly he stood up and headed out to the next room, that's where his clothes are. I followed him and leaned against the doorway, "What did you see?" I heard him shuffling through his closet and kick his slippers off "That piece in StarStar Mag, why are they putting all the blame on her I asked myself, and then it hit me, because this country is still ignorant, they're picking on the foreigner you see, it's written all over them." It hit me then as well, in all the interiews I've ever given...they wanted to know more about my life in Japan before I moved, they hardly spoke about L.A. almost pretending like it didn't exist, and when I mentioned L.A. in recent interviews I never see it in the articles. I never thought much about it until now. "Those bastards." the words slipped out of my mouth, and I wasn't sure what to do, I wanted to hit something, hard, "I'll be right back," I called out to Shou and headed out of the dorm, I took out my phone and dialed, it rang, and rang... and then finally. "If it isn't Saturn, what can I do for you?" Michio's usual tone, coy... almost too cool, I rolled my eyes and getting back to my point "Is it true? That they're going after her just because she's a foreigner?"
"Well what do you expect? Masake is a national treasure, Nana is a national treasure, everyone knows you broke up with her, but Masake and Chara's engagement wasn't known to the press, they broke up 5 months ago and it became news that they were engaged two months ago, and now barely a month and a half afterwards she's seen with you everywhere and you two aren't even hiding the fact that you're lovey dovey, you just broke from Tofu, and already have a huge fan following, the Nation is still getting on it's feet, of course they were going to rip her to shreds." He spoke almost unwavering, except for the last bit he didn't hesitate at all. I was speechless and then he added. "How is she? I haven't seen her since the live in Foukoka." there, concern, but why, I still haven't figured him out, but that's not important right now, "She's bad, sometimes she'll leave all day not answering her phone, and no one knows where she's at, then she suddenly appears next to me in the morning, I don't think she expected this to hit at hard as it did." "hmmm." "Is there anything I can do, Michio? There must be some way to fix this, how can I fix this?" "Well..." he said in a tone that I could almost see his smug grin, "There is one way, but you'll have to take the blame afterwards are you prepared for that?" "Yeah."
I hung up the phone after a few minutes, and Shou called after me, "You done, Saga says he's not coming, so it's just you and me today, let's go."
We headed down to the studio, walking not really bothering to cover up our faces, even though were famous, since glorious disbanded, people tend to ignore us more, we prefer it that way, but it gets weird sometimes.
"Have you read the composition yet?" I asked Shou as we turned the corner, a crowd of people swarmed the entrance to the station, and it was hard passing through them, he called over to me while avoiding the crowd. "Not yet, I wanted to last night but I was just damn tired."
I wondered if he was being coy, and then brushed it off. "It's not about Chara this time, rather, it's about L.A. Our time in L.A. Saga wants to put it in the single, so let me know what you think."The crowd around the Studio was larger than usual, I noticed that, but nothing would prepare me for the onslaught of camera's and reporters that followed, after all, we didn't even bother to hide our selves at all. A block away from the entranced we were spotted by a man in a grey jacket, he rushed a camera at us calling to his anchor, a tiny woman in a bowler hair cut and equally grey suit practically stumbled on over to us, and blurted out questions whiles followed by countless other crews. "Is it true that you had nothing to loose!? Why did you do it? How does it feel to know that you have been caught? Do you have anything to say in your own defense?" We managed to get inside the building, barely, we've never been tugged and pushed as much before, not even at the Taipei show, we looked at eachother Shou looked about as confused as I felt. "Something is definately wrong here," He took out his phone as I did mine rang, it was an unknown number, I answered it quickly, it was Sato. "Haruka, don't go outside stay in your home," "Sato, I'm at the studio what are they saying? Shou and I got about a million camera's un our faces, what the hell is going on?"
[[ in this chapter Haruka basically with his new band is going through the motions of being heckled by fans, papaprazzi and the media, and how its affecting Chara a lot worse though than it is him as she's seen as secuding haruka and then dumping Masake while causing Nana pain intentionally. So in lightof his new album with his band Horse Head Nebula being released he writes a song about it, called Armour Ring which is Michio's plan that Haruka Serende her at his live, and everyh live after. This is the way that he will win the fans over, and they will leave Chara alone and see it for what it is, true love.
Basically delcaring his love for her and how he will protect her from the slander and the negativeness of the world they live in. Before the cd is released he serenades her at an event as michio planned. This basically causes his fans and her fans to believe that Haruka was the one who stole Chara away from Masake because he wasn't treating her right as in the song as it says "If the Tyrant threw you out, my door was always open, waiting for the brilliant light you shine to come through, You always knew where to find me, but my dear I thought I lost you, and I lost myself."
Ever since the media started following our relationship she's been sadder and less eager to see me, but sometimes, I do feel her come into bed with me, she seldom cries these days and it's not caused by any other man but myself. I hesitate before holding her closer, and she holds me closer, "I'm sorry," I can only apologize, if anything, I caused all of this, she made a sound, sounded like a whine, "would you stop saying that? Nothing is your fault Saturn," like a cue I kissed her hair, "yes it is," sadly my words came out before I could stop them, I've never been in control of them... she pulled away and leaned against the window closed her eyes and tried to sleep. We were heading back to Tokyo, the sea of misquittos waiting, and something else I couldnt shake off since we met with Rikye to review our contracts with soundbell that phrase he said, "oh, we will make a profit" what was that? and after Nana's blog entry they've been merciless. I starred at Chara, who must've sensed me because her hand searched for mine until she found it and entwined her finger with mine, those soft and delicate things that would always find my rough cold hands, her warmth calmed me, I felt her shake from the cold and took my jacket from y seat and placed it over her and my hand, " I'll find a way to protect you, just wait."
The guys wanted to meet up at the dorms where Shou resides, you'd think he would have his own house by now, but he's always liked apartments better, and Mika lives right above him. I tease him about it as I set the beer on the table, "shouldn't you be searching for a house to live happily ever after in?" He laughed mockingly and laid back down on his bed, "If I wanted to live happily ever after why would I leave Tofu like the rest of you?" I opened a bottle and got to drinking, after a while it's not shocking to find yourself having a beer at 10 am in the morning, "you want one?" I offered he reached out his hand and motioned "yeah, give it here." I gave him mine and opened another "where's Saga?" he came down and sat next to me leaning against the bed, "I'm not sure, he's probably doing it with Seiko, we'll see him with some new scars garunteed," we laughed and then he looked over at me, "Wait a minute, why are you here so early?" He stared at me almost in wonder and I knew what he was thinking, "It's not because of that, believe me I was up until an hour ago, but I don't get tired so easily, I'll probably take a nap at the studio." he grinned and took another drink, "Are you happy now Haru? It's been about a year since you told me you wanted to get her back, and now you have her," I thought about it and I couldn't stop my smile, "Yeah, if there's a thing called happiness I'd call it this." but I thought then about her, "she's not doing so well though," that smiled fadded before I took my drink and finished it in a gulp. "I saw ," he said, somberly he stood up and headed out to the next room, that's where his clothes are. I followed him and leaned against the doorway, "What did you see?" I heard him shuffling through his closet and kick his slippers off "That piece in StarStar Mag, why are they putting all the blame on her I asked myself, and then it hit me, because this country is still ignorant, they're picking on the foreigner you see, it's written all over them." It hit me then as well, in all the interiews I've ever given...they wanted to know more about my life in Japan before I moved, they hardly spoke about L.A. almost pretending like it didn't exist, and when I mentioned L.A. in recent interviews I never see it in the articles. I never thought much about it until now. "Those bastards." the words slipped out of my mouth, and I wasn't sure what to do, I wanted to hit something, hard, "I'll be right back," I called out to Shou and headed out of the dorm, I took out my phone and dialed, it rang, and rang... and then finally. "If it isn't Saturn, what can I do for you?" Michio's usual tone, coy... almost too cool, I rolled my eyes and getting back to my point "Is it true? That they're going after her just because she's a foreigner?"
"Well what do you expect? Masake is a national treasure, Nana is a national treasure, everyone knows you broke up with her, but Masake and Chara's engagement wasn't known to the press, they broke up 5 months ago and it became news that they were engaged two months ago, and now barely a month and a half afterwards she's seen with you everywhere and you two aren't even hiding the fact that you're lovey dovey, you just broke from Tofu, and already have a huge fan following, the Nation is still getting on it's feet, of course they were going to rip her to shreds." He spoke almost unwavering, except for the last bit he didn't hesitate at all. I was speechless and then he added. "How is she? I haven't seen her since the live in Foukoka." there, concern, but why, I still haven't figured him out, but that's not important right now, "She's bad, sometimes she'll leave all day not answering her phone, and no one knows where she's at, then she suddenly appears next to me in the morning, I don't think she expected this to hit at hard as it did." "hmmm." "Is there anything I can do, Michio? There must be some way to fix this, how can I fix this?" "Well..." he said in a tone that I could almost see his smug grin, "There is one way, but you'll have to take the blame afterwards are you prepared for that?" "Yeah."
I hung up the phone after a few minutes, and Shou called after me, "You done, Saga says he's not coming, so it's just you and me today, let's go."
We headed down to the studio, walking not really bothering to cover up our faces, even though were famous, since glorious disbanded, people tend to ignore us more, we prefer it that way, but it gets weird sometimes.
"Have you read the composition yet?" I asked Shou as we turned the corner, a crowd of people swarmed the entrance to the station, and it was hard passing through them, he called over to me while avoiding the crowd. "Not yet, I wanted to last night but I was just damn tired."
I wondered if he was being coy, and then brushed it off. "It's not about Chara this time, rather, it's about L.A. Our time in L.A. Saga wants to put it in the single, so let me know what you think."The crowd around the Studio was larger than usual, I noticed that, but nothing would prepare me for the onslaught of camera's and reporters that followed, after all, we didn't even bother to hide our selves at all. A block away from the entranced we were spotted by a man in a grey jacket, he rushed a camera at us calling to his anchor, a tiny woman in a bowler hair cut and equally grey suit practically stumbled on over to us, and blurted out questions whiles followed by countless other crews. "Is it true that you had nothing to loose!? Why did you do it? How does it feel to know that you have been caught? Do you have anything to say in your own defense?" We managed to get inside the building, barely, we've never been tugged and pushed as much before, not even at the Taipei show, we looked at eachother Shou looked about as confused as I felt. "Something is definately wrong here," He took out his phone as I did mine rang, it was an unknown number, I answered it quickly, it was Sato. "Haruka, don't go outside stay in your home," "Sato, I'm at the studio what are they saying? Shou and I got about a million camera's un our faces, what the hell is going on?"
[[ in this chapter Haruka basically with his new band is going through the motions of being heckled by fans, papaprazzi and the media, and how its affecting Chara a lot worse though than it is him as she's seen as secuding haruka and then dumping Masake while causing Nana pain intentionally. So in lightof his new album with his band Horse Head Nebula being released he writes a song about it, called Armour Ring which is Michio's plan that Haruka Serende her at his live, and everyh live after. This is the way that he will win the fans over, and they will leave Chara alone and see it for what it is, true love.
Basically delcaring his love for her and how he will protect her from the slander and the negativeness of the world they live in. Before the cd is released he serenades her at an event as michio planned. This basically causes his fans and her fans to believe that Haruka was the one who stole Chara away from Masake because he wasn't treating her right as in the song as it says "If the Tyrant threw you out, my door was always open, waiting for the brilliant light you shine to come through, You always knew where to find me, but my dear I thought I lost you, and I lost myself."
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