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//"Why do they call her the siren?"

I over heard them talkibg about it while i was on route to ask about the deadline for the new single and the phoshoot in kyoto. "Why do they call thus Chara the siren?" He laughed, and i lean in i caught a glimpse of his smile, "that name... Its the only way i can describe her voice, we...they havent really heard it yet." I wondered what he meant by it only then did he contact me about the musical. "What?? I cant act, you crazy??" I was in disbelief, but he reassured me. "Its like lying and telling the absolute truth." I thought on it after i heard tomo and seiko would be involved i agreed if i have to act with someone i knew.
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Back in the apartment We take our shoes off at the entrance and tightly lock the door, my Chara is already thrown herself on the couch, not caring about the wrinkles her chiffon dress will surely recieve, yet, i love that she doesn't have the slightest care about it...Nana, that was a different type of planet all together....she was a Jupiter, just like Shou.

I dive into her gravity after I take off my jacket and she climbs me, her weight doesnt matter, but the gravity warms me, the weight on top of me, reassures me she's real, it calms my heart and I pull her in for a kiss, I fade into her atmosphere, the surface is warm, and as I explore it I can find the most beautiful things in the universe are all on this planet alone. I want to resist it, but why should I? I know this is the woman I chose, rather, that I had no options in choosing any others, form the moment I met her, its always been her. "Haruka.." she breathes my name as we make love, Mars...I felt into you like this, adoring life this very moment, and I think that maybe if people that take their lives knew a love like this they would still be alive, this type of love....it makes salt sweet and warms the soul. "My Lovely Mars," I give thanks that I can love her at all, and i know its obessesive, but  I don't care, I love her more than I can bear, does he love me like this? I know she does, her kiss reassures me, there is no doubt left in me, no matter what may happen to tomorrow or the next day, or the next day, or the next, I will always trust you.


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